Rebirth

A verse from What you Got!

I peeped you on the phone
Just showin' off ya stones
And notice that that pinky ring is bright enough baby
I know you're not alone
But I could just be wrong
The way them fellas houndin' and sizin' you up baby
And I like the way you take advantage of
Every man you love
I see, and I know your game girl
But I don't mind if ya come and play with us
Just don't talk too much
I see, I see it so you don't have to say a word
Yeah those guys wanna come treat ya right


Cause you're sweeter than apple pie
Everything that you want you got
Girl you know that you need to stop
Most beautiful thing in sight
Always takin' on the spotlight
Always in the club lookin' hot
Girl you know that you need to stop




A Verse from The Adventure Final

I wanna have the same last dream again,
the one where I wake up and I'm alive.
Just as the four walls close me within,
my eyes are opened up with pure sunlight.
I'm the first to know,
my dearest friends,
even if your hope has burned with time,
anything that's dead shall be re-grown,
and your vicious pain, your warning sign,
you will be fine.




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" I will not have you diss my girlfriend like that ever again," he yelled at the top of his lungs at a guy who just directly insulted his girlfriend. With rage building up inside of him. He stormed out of the room. Strut still perfect. He walked back to his room not bothering to stop and say excuse me to people that were in his way.


As he walked into his room. He saw her on his bed. Head ducked under the pillow. Wails gently coming from under the pillow. His heart broke into a million pieces. He didn't know how to deal with her. What to say or how to comfort her. So instead. He slipped off his trainers. And took off his shirt, and unzipped his jeans, and slipped under the covers and held her close to him. She held onto his bare body. Knowing it was something she could always hold onto. She snuggled into his embrace. And let him push her hair out of her face. He held her face for a moment to long. And he kissed her. She heaved a tear back. And then slowly began to tremble under his control.


He was the epidemy of a boyfriend. Always perfect. Always on time. Always trustworthy. Always faithful. What else could a girl ask for? They went to the same college in Germany. They lived not to far away from each other on campus. Although, she usually spent her nights there, and day's she didn't have classes. She would walk over to his room. There or not. She didn't really mind. It was like her very own room. She knew everything about his every move. His motive with her had become very clear after they had finished high school.


He drew his sheets back. As the wind blew in. He felt around. Trying to find her body scrawled about some part of the bed. But the bed was empty. He rubbed his eyes until his vision cleared. And saw her sitting on the floor, starring out the window into the lighthouse and the open sea.
He didn't say a word. He got out of bed. And walked to her. He sat down quietly behind her. And put his arms around her bare tummy. He rubbed it. "Hungry baby?" he asked knowing that she was. "Not yet honey." She knew that he knew that she was hungry. But she needed to hurt just a little bit more. He kissed her back. Making his way down to her hip. She smiled at herself. She loved how he made her feel like the best girl on earth. How he treated her like heaven on earth.


He carried her back to bed after she had fallen asleep on his lap as he told her stories of his childhood while they stared out into the ocean. She was a caring girl. She was a person that could do almost anything and everything if she put her mind to it. The only problem was that she became a little hyper at times. But that was something that she could control most times. But when the fight broke out between her and her classmate, she couldn't control her anger and hyper-ness that she truly spoke out and said everything that she thought about him not thinking before she said any of it.


He knew that she was this very easy breakable person. And that's why he tried so hard to make her happy. And she did likewise. Except she was a whole lot more subtle about it. And she never took credit for whatever she did for him. But deep down, she accepted all his thank's and complements on whatever he might have said. Knowing her for 4 years, and dating her for that duration of period. It was safe to say that they were the "it" couple.
How the classified themselves, was more of a personal joke then something other's could know about. He liked how their relationship had progressed. From fighting everyday. To now, kissing and laughing everyday.


They were once in pits end when they first got together. And nothing could salvage it. Nothing at all. But for the fact that she stuck around and fought hard at every fight they got at. If it wasn't for that. They wouldn't be together.
She once recited the words to Blind by Lifehouse on their anniversary. At first. He thought she was rambling. And eventually she told him it was a song. He was touched. Although he never told her that. He loved it, and it was the best gift that she had ever given him.
They were an odd couple. They had never been truly and utterly open with each other at first. But now, they became more and more open, not hiding anything, and unveiling nothing but the truth.


Their relationship. Their life. All revolved around the fact that they were meant for each other. The up's and down's they faced were only because they were naturally different. Despite the fact that their opposites attract, and their probably the most hassled couple. They made it through. The sunshine, the rain. The hail, the drought. They made it. Here they are today.
Living it up. Drinking it down. Regretting nothing. Enjoying everything.





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This, this is the way that life should be led.



listening to: Bon Jovi - Lost Highway


feeling: sleepy and numb!



obsession: sleeping tablets.




There's something in my everyday life that would remind me of you. And at times, we find ourselves in the same place at the same time. And before you can touch me. I walk away leaving you hanging <3