Wednesday, April 23, 2008

It's what matters most

With just a little bit of eyeliner and mascara on, a girl can look like a million dollars in a minute
The simplicity of us girls is truly amazing.
And boys, who just simply can't stand a girl who looks outstanding within a minute should deal with the fact that it just takes alot longer for a guy to look good because there's so much more to fix up.
Make up
Perfume
Appropriate clothes
Killa Shoes
Dazzling jewellery
All of which makes a girl look fabulous


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My disability to understand you right now is due to the fact that I am trying so hard to forget you.
I disengage from a conversation, and drift off in thought of you.
You’re all I think about these days.
As sick and as weird as it might seem. It’s only because I love you
I think today, you finally accepted the fact that I’m head over heels in love with you!
When communicating with friends on skype or via msn. I always find myself going through your photo album. And looking at one very photo that caught my eye for that day.
I may have seen it a million times before, but today, I noticed something different.
You may have come and gone through the years.
But somehow I know that I can always fall back on you
I knew from the day I met you that you were someone that I could trust.
Maybe not with all my life, but pretty much close to that.
I used to look for you whenever I turned a new place.
I used to look for your familiar face with that familiar smile and the ridiculously cute laugh
Every place I went, I would see a couple hold hands, or kiss sneakily, and all the memories of you and me cascade back into my mind.
And all the place I’ve been with you would remind me of you and your very words then.
I look for settlement whenever I find something new to do.
I always find myself thinking of you and wondering what you thought when I had to make a tough decision
So here you are, months later. Unchanged. Noticeable.
I say your name with conviction
Trying to figure out in between my lines what it meant to me
Knowing that you were the one I leant on and cried my soul and brains out
I cant quite figure out why now
The qualifying factor that you made best friend and then boyfriend status was good enough for me
But now, what do I consider you?
A mere friend?
A mere associate?
A mere fling?
A mere coincidence?


Now, all I can think off is the happy moments we had.
When I laughed, and you leaned down to kiss me
Or the night you got me clubbing, but where you eventually led me astray



We’re out of that comfort zone
Photos
Memories
Thoughts
Images
Words
Traces
Text messages
All of these remind me of you
Every single one of them
A mall, a spot, a place, would remind me of you
All in all, you’re unforgettable.
It’s undeniable how I feel for you.
Despite the ammendable differences between you and me
We made a perfect team
We were good together!

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