" Could you tell from the moment you laid eyes on me that i was a keeper. Could you tell that i was needing alot from someone like you. Could you tell that i've missed the warmth of another person. "when you said you were going
you meant it
when you said you were gone
you meant it
when you said your sorry
you didnt mean it
so what am i suppose to do now?
hang balls till the cows come home?
By the time you read this, I hope to be dead
You cant undo something that's happened, you cant take back a word that's already been said out loud. You'll think about me and wish that you had been able to talk me out of this. You'll try to figure out what would have been the one right thing to say, to do. I guess i should tell you, Don't blame yourself, this isn't your fault, but that would be a lie. We both know that i didn't get here by myself.
You'll cry at my funeral. You'll say it didn't have to be this way. You will act like everyone expects you to. But will you miss me?
More importantly - will i miss you?
Does either of us really want to hear the answer to that question?
You cant undo something that's happened, you cant take back a word that's already been said out loud. You'll think about me and wish that you had been able to talk me out of this. You'll try to figure out what would have been the one right thing to say, to do. I guess i should tell you, Don't blame yourself, this isn't your fault, but that would be a lie. We both know that i didn't get here by myself.
You'll cry at my funeral. You'll say it didn't have to be this way. You will act like everyone expects you to. But will you miss me?
More importantly - will i miss you?
Does either of us really want to hear the answer to that question?
i'm done sitting by the door waiting for you to come home
you either show up
or you dont
and you havent
so it shows.
we're whimpering over something that barely happened.
and you're engrossed over something that might
so how about we put our differences aside
and get on with life?
as dumb
as stupid
and
as foul
as all this might sound
we both know how true it is
you looked at me
with sorrow in your eyes
like you were about to bleed lip down
but you bit your lip
and held it together
and told me
you were going away forever.
i expected a cry
a tear
a shout
a smile
none came my way
i dont know what im hoping for
a little more time
a little less time
whatever it is
i'm glad we've had this talk
and i'm glad i've cleared the air.
i've missed you like fishballs
and i think you're the best person i can say this to
yet
i wont
because
you're invisible from now on
and we were never friends
you either show up
or you dont
and you havent
so it shows.
we're whimpering over something that barely happened.
and you're engrossed over something that might
so how about we put our differences aside
and get on with life?
as dumb
as stupid
and
as foul
as all this might sound
we both know how true it is
you looked at me
with sorrow in your eyes
like you were about to bleed lip down
but you bit your lip
and held it together
and told me
you were going away forever.
i expected a cry
a tear
a shout
a smile
none came my way
i dont know what im hoping for
a little more time
a little less time
whatever it is
i'm glad we've had this talk
and i'm glad i've cleared the air.
i've missed you like fishballs
and i think you're the best person i can say this to
yet
i wont
because
you're invisible from now on
and we were never friends
" its hard to say i love you "
" its hard to say i need you "
Sip pina coladas <3
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