Pretentious

" Just as your about to call it quits, you find another reason to stay. Just as your about to say no to everything, he gives you reason. Just as your about to find another way out, he let you in. Finally. What do you do when you cant say no? "

She let down her long hair.
After a hard day of grinding.
She still look perfect.
As the sun shone upon her face.
And as the light of the sun's rays reflected against her cheek bones.
She looked more than amazing.
A look that you cant quite describe.
The flow of her long lean legs
as she walked across the room
was with no tremendous effort
just with elegance.
As she lifted the spirits
of every young man's heart
she walked right over to a guy
who was known to be a jock.
She hugged him, and kissed him gently on his lips.
When she parted with that taste,
she had a smile on her face.
Her lean body,
her long legs,
her smile of a goddess.



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i meant to say i love you
i meant to say i miss you
i meant to say i'm sorry
yet i didnt say any of those
should i be sorry for what i have done?
should i be an unforgiving bitch and just leave you be?
i dont know what to do with you
but
i dont know what to do without you
how do i reprimand my feelings for you?
how do i make this all go away?
your that guy
no sorry. scratch that
your the only guy
right now
i just want you
nothing more
nothing less
as tired and as worn out i feel
i would always stay awake for you
i need to feel your touch
i need to know your there



i sink into my chair
and think of all the times you could possibly use me
i think of how we could work out
i look for ways




you promised to keep me safe
you promised to hold me throughout




sneak into my room
surprise me with a dozen roses



i'm addicted to your love
i'm addicted to your voice
i'm addicted to your kisses
i'm addicted to anything that has you in it



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The nicotine high has begun once again
and man can i tell you
it feels effien good to get high!



So we have science practicals tomorrow
FUDGE FUCK SHIT MUFFINS
and today
isra was so funny :D
haha
okay
its not actually funny
but anyways
she's a loveless and butterfly-less
i feel for her.
but anyways.
dont go around killing people's butterflies
cause you just have to
look at a hot guy
and get that feeling in your stomach
or else its not the same




edit: my feelings dont fade like the colour on a magazine



listening to: Third Eye Blind - How's It Gonna Be




feeling: depressed





obsession: EXAMS






craving: cupcakes!





Cause you dont have to live a fairytale to believe in one! <3