I Will Be Waiting

Its not that hard to sum up the differences between a girl and a guy. Really!
Considering the fact that girls are just a bit more matured compared to the guy of the same age.
You can just about imagine the havoc the girl can do. and the havoc the boy can do.


Are you wishing things were different?
Are you wishing things would go back to the way they were?
Are you wishing for a perfect ending?

You might be. you might not be.
But at one point of time
You were still wishing.

As you grow older.
you realize.
things were not always meant to be.
What you thought should happen. Never happened.
What you thought would come true at that age. It didnt.
Life's unfair.
and yes. It's full of suprises
But as you grow older.
you also start appreciating what you have.


As i looked into your eyes.
I felt a surge of electricity run through my body.
As you held my hand.
I could feel the butterflies form in my tummy
Although i felt like a 5 year old.
I know i was in it for real.
The way you looked at me.
The way you spoke to me with such innocence
You took my hand and studied it with such complication on your face.
I knew you felt that way.
I didnt know how it would turn out.
But i took a leap.
And i told you.
You looked at me for a brief of five seconds.
You had confusion written all over your face.
I didnt blame you.
It was sudden
it was certain
it was outspoken.
You then looked away.
My heart stopped.
I thought i was going to stumble and fall with it again.
One mistake made already in the night.
I wasn't ready to get broken so easily already.
I know you would have comforted me no matter what.
But i just needed to know how you felt.
And then you told me
You said out the words i wanted to hear.
Thoughts flooded my mind.
Images squeezed it's way into my being.
And i knew.
I knew it was you!


edit: i'm taking 10 steps back and you're taking 2 steps forward. We'll never be on par again.

listening to: Quietdrive - Time after Time

feeling: melancholy


You're wondering if i'm okay <3