Doubt

It's the undeniable thought that doubt does creep in every once in a while. Whose to blame? No one really. You can't help it if you doubt someone.

Julian and i had a massive emo session over rockstar. haha. dont know why but we did. we listened to flippin old tracks. more like old artists. but whatever. i just love spending time with my buddy :) i'm his chickie (fyi). So we listened to Nirvana, some pretty old Goo Goo Dolls songs.. gah! there's so much more. i cant remember. Nirvana was just the best. Cause he sang along to it, with a clown hat on and a comb as a mic. It was priceless. YET, i didn't get a candid. cause him being a guy refuses to take pics unless he looks stunning! he makes me feel better when i feel (fucky) and he makes everything seem okay. he makes fun of me alot. and sometimes its so annoying. but bright side of it all. im always smiling. no matter what.
So after julian and i emo-ed. i went home. ate pizza. felt pms cramps killing me. and i took panadols and tried to sleep. and it didnt work

I'll be fine. I'll be great. I'll do well. I'll move on.
Thanks

I thought i knew you. Inside out. Perfectly summed up. But i guess i didn't know you at all. You can't really tell me what i should feel now. Or how i should react. I'm over getting done with you. I'm over getting advice from you.

edit: and if it all fell apart, where would i be?

listening to: Shakira - Hips dont lie.

feeling: pissy!