Heaven to Earth, We're back in Hell!

I'M BACKKKK!


=)


all hail Thailand for keeping me safe
*bows down in anticipation for keeping phil alive*
*repeats hail till out of breath*


Oh the dramatics of my life.
Anyways


Thailand was errr... fun???
Island hopping was absolutely the highlight of my trip
1 spanish
6 english
2 asians *inclusive of me*
2 french
4 australians



well the snorkelling was great. fishes were extremely beautiful. and corals were amazing. no words could describe it. so anyways.
island hopping practically took 12 hours.
i know
freaking long



anyways
to all the people i promised gifts
haha
you wanna know what i got you
MANGOS :)
yummy yummy in your tummy



well. there really wasn't anything else to get you. unless you wanted lame ass fridge magnets you look at for a day and thank me quietly and the forget all about it until i bring you something better. then you can chuck it :)



i had a pretty good holiday.
no seriously. despite the fact that i was out of touch with *ahem* and some friends. but i guess that was the good part. not stressing over anything. and being able to have fun knowing that no one is going to check up on you. and knowing that you're free to do whatever you want. cause whatever happens in thailand, remains in thailand... :)




so tomorrow is planet shakers.
and like alot of people are going. i mean. yeah. whatever. alot of people are going
and i'm freaking sleepy now
so anyways
THAILAND = AWESOME
:)




be jealous chickadee's
frenchie was hotstuff to the max

___________________________________

the distance might have been seas apart
but for you to stand there and act as if i haven't just walked in the room with bags strung around me, and hair up in a bun, still wearing a bikini under a sundress, and barely dressed for the beach and not being able to say anything to me is unbelievable.
your unbelievable
words like " i miss you " and " i love you " is something that doesnt form in your mouth
at times you pretend and act as if you have everything, at times you act as if i'm you're everything. once your done pretending you should tell me
when you're done giving me the cold shoulder about everything and giving me the third degree of how if i'd loved you. i wouldn't actually mind sitting down and talking to you rationally.
now.
i've got my nails painted brown, with lil flowers, and my toe nails painted black, just the way you like them.
i've got my hair done up, knowing that you will eventually mess it up when we make out.
i've got my dress done up knowing that you dont know how to zip up very well, and when you do it properly, you tend to caress me, and we tend to cancel that reservation for 8 by the harbour.
your kisses, your smile, your charm, your luck, your scent. all so very appealing to me.
somehow you screw it up. somehow you turn a perfectly good moment on the phone into a fight. and you say that i need to change.
i'm always needing to change.
i'm always needing to do better.
when you need me for me, and want me for me. you come crawling back.
i'm not some toy you play around with anymore, i dont live up to your expectations, you dont live up to mine.
when you're ready to stir my martini the right way, you may call me.


au revoir



edit: the party hasnt even begun and you've got me drinking out of your martini glass, and doing the cha cha with you on the dance floor while everybody waits for happy hour to begin to start doing what we're already doing. we're one step ahead



listening to: Eric Clapton



feeling: obnoxious



craving: sleep



We're moving through the crowd, wondering when we'll turn back and head in the other direction of each other <3