Grace

Did everything just change? From good to better? From sadness to happiness? Did you just get too good to be true? Do you strike out as the best?

Yes. It did!

For all of you out there who are wishing that i knew what to say to jenna right now. for all of you out there who know what to say to her. for all of you out there who just want to kick themselves.
I strongly suggest you keep all thoughts & comments to yourself. This is not something you get to be the judge off!
Ryan comes back in less than 24 hours. We will get through it no matter what.


To Jenna
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There's a time to come
there's a time to go.
As you go through this,
you will realize that it was his time.
If he comes out of this,
he will not be the same person.
If he doesn't,
we will all be here for you.
I know its unfair to you,
i know its unfair to him.
Through all the strength he's given you,
use it now.
Waste away you're tears on him now,
and i would not say a word.
If you're hurting,
you shouldn't.
You know he loved you,
you know he wanted you,
you know he thought of you.
He did this for you,
he took "the plunge" for you.
I hope you get over this in time.
I hope you get through this.
I hope you pull through for your kids.
With all that's said,
with all that's been done.
You should know.
He loved you with all his heart.
And he would have done anything to get your happiness.
I am here as your best friend.
As "your person"
Whatever it is jen, you can turn to me.
And I will not flinch nor move.
i love you jenna
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edit: This is the way you left me, I'm not pretending. No hope, no love, no glory, No Happy Ending. This is the way that we love, Like it's forever. Then live the rest of our life, But not together.

Listening to: Mika - Happy Ending

Feeling: sorrowful & loving towards jenna!


And if it all hadn't happened, would it all have ended? <3