Hate

" You keep stating the obvious as though its something magnificent worth mentioning. When you know its not, so why bother? I dont know how i live to hurt myself, i dont know how you live to hurt me. "



I'm tired.
I'm drained out
I feel like i have been awake for days.
I feel like this feeling is never ending.
I want to get rid of self-doubt.
I contemplate every night how right this is.
And i cant think


You know i need you
I know i need you
I dont want to do this without you
I want you
I need you
I love you



If this is what will make you stay
then so be it,
i'm already at wits end trying to think of all possibilities
Dont leave me tonight!



edit: I dont feel right!



listening to: Samantha Jade - Step Up



feeling: crazed



obsession: Coffee




craving: Coffee




ps: good luck all fifth former's for their results :)


I dont want to wake up to another empty day when your not around <3