Friday, February 8, 2008

Nicotine Maniac

" You're heart's in the right place. Yet, we're just not on the same level "

Render me broken before i get the drinks and settle down into my chair to hear your unsettling news.
So how do you deal with sadness
well actually. there's no particular way.
and the way i dealt with it was pretty awesome :)
i drank and i smoked!
and i thought of you all the way.
there was a decent guy.
who was willing.
yet, i didnt feel at ease
but now i do!


Pain
Suffering
Troubles
Fights
Torture
Breakdowns
and
Sleepless Nights

are over!


I've had fun
I had sarah over.
And we had fun :)
slumberr party baby!
:)
and i took her mall hopping
no literally :)
so thank you babe if you're reading this.
for the comforting and most of all encouraging moments
and not to mention
the life saving moment :)
haha



edit: if i had your attention for another moment, i would have leaned over and gently placed my lips against yours and then slowly pulled back in smiled, but i didnt, would i ever have that chance again?

listening to: Take That - Rule The World

feeling: good




How would i know if it was really you all along? <3

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