Expression

" What do you do when you feel like the person doesn't care, and when you're distraught in emotion that you wish you had that person to hold you once again. And to look at you with the caring eyes, and letting you know that everything will be okay. What do you do when that person is no longer there for you. "



I hate the feeling of having to look over my shoulder and wonder if you're okay. I hate the feeling you give me when you dont call at all. I hate the feeling when you think i'm okay but when i'm not. I hate the feeling when you just dont show at all. I hate the feeling when you laugh at something im upset about. I hate the feeling that i'm so uptight and that you're so cool about it. I hate how i always compare myself to you. Eventhough i know it's dumb. I hate having to wake up to not remember your face. I hate the feeling that i wake up every morning missing you and inch more every day. I hate it when you dont call. I hate it when your mad at me. I hate it when you dont talk to me. I hate it when we fight. I hate how you listen to emo songs. I hate it how i fell so deeply for you. I hate it how your sad. I hate it how we are never together.



Have you realized?
I hate alot of things!




edit: if i could spend another moment in time, im not quite sure i would spend it with you!



listening to: Musiq Soulchild- Teach Me




feeling: dead





Live the rest of your life with me <3