Annoyance

i'm annoyed
i dont know why
i just am


i'm pissed off
i haven't talked to him since two in the afternoon
why am i being such a paranoid bitch?
anyways!


i'm emoing
and pissing off
and upset
and hurt
and yadayadayada.
whatever shit that comes after that
i am all of that because of him!





geez
boys
-____-

why do i have the feeling that i did something wrong
why do i feel like im carrying your burdens?
why do i feel like i'm about to break down
why do i feel like i'm about to let go


i should have ignored you
i should have ignored your snide comments
i should not have looked your way
i should not have smiled at you
i should not have looked at all!


now i'm paying back for all the times i:
kicked ass
lied
ignored
patient
kissed
made up
fought
bitched
patronized

i'm done paying back
i'm done with karma
karma does kick ass








:)
SWIMMING GALA!

and i'm officially insane
because
i have blogged way to much





oh and bitch
if you ever read this
trust me
what you have with him might seem real
it might be
but it will be over soon
and i promise you
i will spit right at your face the next time i see you
but trust me i never wanna see your ugly face ever again
your just a little too immature for a nineteen year old
haha
and if you expected an apology out of me
you didnt get it
cause words count for shit
and damn
i didnt know you were that retarded
to stoop down to his level
-____-
bitches rule
and you dont classify
your the dirty whore which also combines a slut
so have fun on your escapade with a boy that knows jack shit
have a happy life with a fucky boy
i wish you both the best in hell



edit: live.learn.




feeling: great!








obsession: bitches galore