Truant

Call me a bad student. Or a bad class monitor. It's okay. It was so worth it today :) haha.
Well. I skipped math. well not really. cause we went to see the head of school, and then our homeroom teacher and then to see the literature teacher. Woohoo.
Guess what?
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I dropped Add Math
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Give me a hell yeah baby! :)
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Well, isra and i skipped. so it wasnt just me. well we got it done. so whatever! amanda didnt come to school today. for god knows what reason.
anyways
No more Add math
No more Mr.James
No more 4 painful hours of a "oh so BORING class"
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I just love myself :)
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So besides doing the "oh so wonderful thing of the day"
i also
Watched
American Pie, Beta House
DisGusTing ShiT!
so never ever (if your a girl) watch what i watched.
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I came back home. And was planning to send the science homework out. but like. wtf wtf? cannot send. wtf? okay. so basically. i cannot send this email. The thing doesnt fully attach. wtf wtf? ok. so then i went out to get some stuff. and wtf? secret recipe was out of chocolate indulgence, which i was planning to buy derrick & raphael. wtf wtf? bad luck much?
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on a lighter note. Vinod shaved his head bald, and has officially gotten the swatch watch he wanted. he called me at 5am to tell me all this. wtf? random! anyways. he told me about his new girlfriend. and how he was so into her, and then she suddenly became into him. or some shit like that. so. therefore. Vinod, i am VERY HAPPY for you buddy :)... Today during science. Ms D got a bit upset, cause the guys weren't paying attention, and i dont blame her, cause seriously, once they start talking they never stop! so. toby dyed his hair brown. which apparently looks totally hott. but i have yet to see the pictures. so i shall not be judgemental.
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for a while now i've been thinking about where i stand tonight. and i realized. no where in your life. i'm just that passing phase you go through for a while, and get over it as soon as you realize that you have something better. lying to yourself isn't going to do you any good, still somehow, you do it. all the time! how will i ever know if i'm the girl you make me out to be? will i ever?
Deceitful words, hurtful lies, all add up to the way we were. i have no lost faith in anything at all. or is that just something i say. the "just forget it" was all a lie. i was thinking. so much more than i should have.
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and as for you
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I'm sorry if i hurt you or upset you or took my anger out on you in any point of time. I still love you alot. I'm so happy with this situation. :)
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babyface
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edit: perfect imperfections

listening to: Lifehouse - Whatever It Takes

feeling: loved


i will do whatever it takes, to turn this around <3