That's Life

It was an interesting day. Although it was boring at times, it was still good. : )
This weekend is all about studying. Well pretty much. Tests are pretty soon. And i have some massive studying to do. And some major application to do for math and add math.
Ish add math

I'm really looking forward to dropping the subject =)

Casey and Tom had a "boy" fallout! In other words it got physical. And yeah. I shall not spill details. To keep Casey's status sky rocketing.
Wan min and i bitccched :) haha. during add math and during english. Only for a little bit during english though, cause we had work to do.

It was all on paper btw :)

Phil: do you think i should give up or actually in literal words "win him over"?

Wan Min: Win him over. duh

Phil: but she's got so much more than i do. and plus. she's freaking rich

Wan Min: does rockstar go for someone who's rich. and who would want a bimbo as their girlfriends. And an "indonesian-maid lookalike. one day, rockstar and bimbo goes out shopping. Bimbo in normal clothes. no chanel no whatever. and i swear at least one person will go "Why are you going shopping with your maid". and she'll break down into tears and yap all the way in the blog.

Phil: rockstar goes for heart & looks & personality. she's a very emotional person. According to rockstar, they fought alot & everytime they fought, he would break up with her, but in the end he would feel sorry for her and get back with her.
And sometimes it really just feels like im into it and he's not. I dont know why, but i'm attracted to him in this strange way.

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then. i was bored, so i wrote this to her. and she didnt reply. cause it was WAYY to colourful! :D

Wan Min. How the hell am i suppose to compete over some rich bitchh who is massively hung over the damn ex boyfriend that i am currently into.

and then i felt better and wrote this to her.

Who the *eff* cares if she is obsessed with you cause i will win you over with the sex appeal that i have which she will never have

the rest you dont have to know.
basically
i feel alot better right now
and i no longer need to be in pissy mood.
cause thanks to mel
i'm feeling good :)
thanks babe!


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I Think ******** is a bitchh. God only knows how the hell you dated her. I know she is massively obsessed with you, and that i will never me.
I know you still think about her. But she's crushing over someone else and it makes no sense the way she is still hung up on you. I cant tell you not to talk to her cause that would be really selfish.
She is childish in her ways and can afford anything in any store. Yes, she can buy you anything you want, but she doesn't bring you happiness. You guys were always fighting she was always lying.
It doesn't work in a relationship, and that's why you guys broke up. Her obsession over you is massively disgusting. Your not the kind of guy who tolerates bullshit and you shouldn't have to put up with it just because she is "that girl".

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edit: i know i want you with me

listening to: Carlos santana ft wyclef jean - maria maria

feeling: self-obsessed & missing theyson!


She's living the life just like a movie star <3

Complain

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Baby! I Love You!

Flipped

I'm out of words.
I'm out of lines.
I'm out of jokes
I'm out of rhymes.

I'm hoping that all that i have, is enough, for you tonight!
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Sitting here, watching the droplets of rain cast down onto my window panes i cant help but think of you. Knowing you're somewhere, doing something, i drift in my imagination with the thought of yet another. Up until now, you were the best thing that came around. You still are. But. We've drifted, and like everything else in my life right now, we're messed up.

Your words. Your smile. Your touch. Your kiss. I would give up anything. Just for one of this. Knowing that the time will never be right. Knowing that you're eventually going to give up. Knowing that you'll find someone better. All of this. just crushes me like a stampede of elephants. If there was something i could say, if there was something i could do. I would do it all. Just to get back with you. If there were things that were meant to be said, if there were things tha should have been done differently. I would do it all.

Your the love bomb. Its the best way i can describe you. Love doesn't ooze out of you. But it shouldn't have to. I'm not sure if writing all of this will make you change your mind. I'm not sure if sending you another letter proclaiming my love for you will work. But i want to try.I need to try. I just need you. You're not like the others. Straight talk and shove. You listen, you understand, you compromise.

I have yet to find the reason of why i'm so attracted to you. But i just am. The mere thought of you drives me crazy. The mere sign of you gets me excited. The thrill of you gets me going. You felt that, once, sometime ago. But you did. So you know what this feels like. I'm not sure if i'll ever get through to you. I'm not sure if we'll ever work out again. I'm not sure if this will all be okay. But you mean so much to me. I dont want to have you out of my life, i want you in my life.

I want you to be there for me when i need you. I want you to be there for me when i want you. I want you. And only you. If it means going all out and proving myself to you. I will. Anything just to get you by my side tonight.

Call me deluded. But whatever i feel for you now. Feels as real as it can get.

The same law of attraction applies to us like it did back in early december.

Want me like how i want you. Need me like how i need you. Love me like how i love you.


edit: Distanced by time


listening to: incubus - talk show on mute

feeling: restless



How do you expect me to grow if you wont let me blow? <3>

crave

Theyson is the oh so love now : )
haha
he makes everything seem better
and makes me smile like no other.
thank you :)


he's hot
he's sexy
he's scrumptious
he loves chocolates.
he's a rockstar in the making
he loves incubus (just like me)



but toooooooooooooo bad!
i call dibs on him
and everything that has to do with him :)
polite, sweet, cunning, adorable, mysterious, quiet, weird, funny.
he's all of those and soooooo much more : )


TIRAMISU =)



i missssssssssssss you theyson :(

loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee
x

listening to: incubus - sick sad little world

feeling: loved

Needs

i created this new blog because alot of people could not view my previous one.
i will blog in both
and mostly it will be replica
but this is the official blog from now on :)

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i'm needing the touch of you, the smell of you and the sight of you even more right now.
i dont know why
but i cant get you out of my thoughts

thank you
for the life changing experience
and the endless advice!

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listening to: incubus - sick sad little world

feeling: dangerous


the "i love you" starts from today <3