Radicle

I have sooooooooooooo much gossip!

Juicy :)

heh. last night. julian and i were talking on the phone. and like totally crapping. :) then we went out. and we ate. but i didnt eat much. fyi. i dont have much of an appetite. so if your planning to take me out for food. think again. cause i just live on coffee now. so we went out. and we started talking about how sucky our lives were. and it was so weird. suddenly he said "check this out, in 10 years we'll both be here again wondering where we went wrong" and i was just so wtf-ed out? lolz. so we crapped about how dating scenes were so not mean for the "cool" but whatever. we dont consider ourselves prime time. heh. i'm good :)

The nicotine high has finally passed
not thanks to julian
but thanks to m******
:)
loveeeeeee him for that.
so i've been going out with him like alot.
and julian sangat jealous!
but whatever.
cause he got the whole dish last night. so he was happy abit. heh
so today. i didnt wake up for first service.
so sorry to john & josh for not showing up!
:)
but went for second.
sat with sarah & blondie (joel) and his brother and another girl.
so okay. but i did not understand the message.
so like 10 minutes before service ended. i was a bit hungry. so i went out to go eat. i wanted blondie to follow but he didnt. so wtf -_- but whatever.
so sarah and i went out and got like some chocolate thing.
omg. thats when i realized.
i'm such a hypocrite when i am hungry.
hahahahahahaha
okay. thats not something i wanted to share with the whole world.

so later. i am going to go to this guy's house. cause he's knew and all.
and omg. i'm excited.
but i'm sooooo damn moody.
cause ******* is so emo with me now
over the whole kiss on the phone thing.
sorrrrrry!
eventhough he'll never read this!
:)
and the whole "i love you" in 2 days thing might seem like bullshit.
but i have not totally convinced myself to believe in it
so yeah.
so school tomorrow.
ishh.
so do not want to go back right now.



oh. and apparently.
i study wayyyyy to much
-_-
but thats cause he never studies.
isshhhhh!
and i have been talking to john alot.
he's so funny and random
hahahaha.
and he is so like me.
mall hopping :)


KTJ saturday?
maybe :)





i just the love living in the moment!
but i'm super emo!
so fuck off!



edit: i am massively hung over him. and i told him. and he then said that he did not know what to say. and he then tells me that he's moved on. do i go ahead and buy a gun to kill him already??

listening to: A Tribe Called Quest - Bonita Applebum

feeling: emoooooo!





Take me back, i beg you <3